reflection

well, today is my birthday, and being thus, i suppose it's a day of reflection... yeah, well, right now i just cleaned out my dresser and found pictures of all the girls i've gone out with over the years. how i let some of them get away, i have no clue, but as for others, i'm glad they're gone. one thing i thought about during this time though, is how ironic life is. i mean, how ironic is it that the girl who went to all ap classes and was so uber smart, is now a server and falling into a rut that i don't see any exit to in the near future. and the other one is and has been an employee at publix for god knows how long, and i don't see any progress there either. and both of these girls said they were going different places in life than i was headed... well correct me if i'm wrong, but i thought those places were college.

i myself have hopefully gotten the most awesome apartment i found in the tampa area with a roomate, i'll be accepted to college soon and start classes in the fall, and i'll have moved on from this town callled gaymont... haha and gone on to achieve new things.

sometimes i wonder if i'm ready to face the world. i just don't know. hopefully it'll all be okay, and i won't have to worry about any of it. if not, then w/e, we'll find out.

l8er
-tr4g3