love conquers all...

love conquers all, but it all conquers me,
love entraps my soul, crushing who i want to be,
love takes me away, into a place alone,
love gives me nothingness, something i can't condone,

love gives me passion, a reason to live today,
love gives me desire, a reason to want to stay,
love gives me hope, a beacon among the dark,
and love gives me you, and you give me life's spark,

love gives me all of these, all at one time,
love can kill or make me, the feeling near sublime,
love cannot exsist alone, it must be fueled by two,
and that is why you love me, and why i'm loving you,

you love me yet say nothing, the pain tearing at my soul,
you love me yet you look away, as you watch me lose control,
you hate to say you love me, yet it's all that you can say,
and i hate to be doing this, but i stopped loving you today....

Angel
Flores


whoa, that's a fucked up poem... oh well, i dunnno what that was about...

anyways, i think i'm gonna be a firefighter... save lives while risking my own. i've always wanted to do that. ya no? to go out and run into a burning building, or hang from a blazing rooftop, to be able to hold someoen in my arms and feel important for just that fleeting second. to be able to give all of myself to someone who needs me, not someone who takes me for granted. i think that's what i'm gonna do. i'm gonna become a firefigheter. my dad is one, and he loves it. i can only imagine. the feeling you get from savign a life, or even from putting out a fire... it must be amazing..

i think that's what i'm gonna do with myself.. i think i think i hope.... okay

i'm out for now... peace guys

-tr4g3