Sunday, November 28, 2004

whoa, awesome weekend!!

man, this weekend has been the craziest most awesome, stuperpendous weekend. well, wednesday i went and hung out with friends, nothing too crazy. and thursday i worked, but it was so slow, we ended up preping and resorted to shooting toothpicks at our cups through straws... haha... umm, friday, i just hung out, and then went to work, where we again shot cups with toothpicks...

now saturday... that was the crazy day... went to work with paul, work was kinda slow so we were just really hanging out. the manager sent 3 of us in 3 cars to pick up a food order from sysco (all she really needed was maybe 2 cars, one would have sufficied....). but yeah, so we went, and on the way i had to get gas, and paul had to get air in his tire, cuz it was just about flat. well, we made it there, fucked around for a little bit and headed back. on the way back, paul's mom saw us, and followed us and made us pull over in a gas station. she gave us money to get drinks, i swear she's so awesome. then we started back for perkins again... well, on the way, my tire just completely gave out on me... suxor. we endedup trying to drive on it for the 100 ft to the next gas station. i made it into the parkinglot and ended up losing the tire, so we had to change it out for the spare, which was pretty much flat too. well, ended up making it back to perkins and dropped off the food. went home and changed and got back with my dad to buy some rims from a friend. we followed him there, and got the rims, which look FUCKIN SWEET HOLY SHIT. on my car. went to a couple tire shops to find 2 tires, and found soem pretty cheap, so we got em, i'll have them on my car by wednesday.haha...

um today sucked... soooo busy... damn servers. but holy shit. i need a haircut, and stuffs... someday i'm sure things will be better... i miss caitlin alot... i mean ALOT. but i don't think i can let myslef go back.... she doesn't want it, and there for i cant either... oh well, things are slowly getting better, so r0x0r my b0x0r biaches! haha

"forgetting yesterday is only harder today, each time i want to remember, i have to try to forget..."

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Forgetting yesterday...

turning forward the hands of time, frantically trying to forget yesterday. trying to forget the past, trying to forget everyone who i hurt or has hurt me... that's me... angel... haha.

people say i'm a coward for running away from things rather than solving them, but i think not. i only run away when i think it's the best solution. when there's nothing left to be resolved, and when my presence is only hampering the situation... i hate to be a burden... well, this is the ill fated attempt to forget yesterday....

nobody ever forgets their past, but they can help other people forget them. so i hope those i leave behind will forget me, and forget the impace that i had on people and their lives... great. yay.

well, today's thanksgiving, and now i'm hungry. what do i have to be thankful for? alot.

i'm thankful i'm alive, for friends, for family, for my job, for my life, there are some things i could have done without, but overall i'm thankful for living. yumm, food...

now i need to make a new quote damnit....

"forgetting yesterday is only harder today, each time i want to remember, i have to try to forget..."