it's one o'clock and i can't sleep. i dunno why. it's been a topsy turvy week, and i think it's only gonna get crazier. okay okay, time to recap i guess...
on sat i got rims, then i got them mounted, then my car looked awesome. yay.. well, okay
the whole rest of the week, i' ve been in utter confusion about emily. i dunno what's goin on there.... like one second i'm all like i wanna take things slow, and the next we're making out like crazy. i dunno what's goin on there... i do know that i'm not looking for a committment and that i feel like i'm cheating her somehow.. i dunno if i should just completely break things off or what, because i like her, but i don't forsee anything serious happening in the future for us.... i dunno... maybe i'lll figer it out sometiem soon. i hope so at least...
anyways now i can't sleep, i don't know why. i just can't get myself to get to bed. it's odd, really , but hey, what're ya gonna do? yep yep, so ghey. oh well. anyways, moving on, we'll see what happens soon. i've been exercising alot lately to get myself into shape, i need to be a sexy hottie when i got on da cruise with da guys this summer. much action to be had, i hope. but yeah, apparantly i've been missing out on things happening with friends at school. i've been told that alot of ppl think that i have sex appeal... um... how come nobody ever told me? so crazy. oh well, maybe when i go to college, people will say it rather than think it... yay...
anyways time to see if i can get to sleep.
"forgetting yesterday is only harder today, each time i want to remember, i have to try to forget..."
